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Neptune in Leo: What Larger Whole Do I Embody?
An undercover intelligence officer and a musician leading a school
Pavel Medvedev · Published:
For an intelligence officer working undercover, the outward role and the true allegiance can be almost opposites. Think of Stierlitz: a man inside a hostile environment, holding a particular position and behaving accordingly, while his work serves a larger whole opposed to that environment.
This example makes one possibility of Neptune in Leo especially clear. A person gives a larger whole expression through the role they play here. The role itself may look nothing like the cause their participation serves.
Playing the opposite side for the sake of one’s own
Imagine the protagonist of an espionage story. Those around him see one of their own: an employee, a colleague, a person with certain duties. He speaks and acts within that role. His true allegiance stays hidden.
From outside, his behavior may look like participation in the life of the world around him. Yet he directs it toward another purpose. He accepts the role for the sake of the whole he truly belongs to, and tries to carry out its aims through the position available to him.
The affiliation he portrays and the work he actually does therefore diverge. He may play a representative of the opposing side precisely to participate in the life of his own.
This participation requires sustaining a way of behaving. Conversations, decisions, and personal reactions must add up to a consistent performance of the role. At the same time, he relates that work to the reason he is there.
In our reading, Leo lets us focus on how a person carries and expresses themselves in an adopted role. Neptune works with the larger whole that acquires an actual presence through that performance.
Outward resemblance alone cannot reveal allegiance here. Behavior that seems to express one world may conceal active participation in another. That other whole’s purpose is carried out through the way the person uses the possibilities of their role.
Stories about an agent infiltrating a criminal group show the same divergence. Inside the group, the agent occupies a particular place, while the real meaning of the work belongs to a whole opposed to it. What matters for our subject is the relationship: whom someone portrays to others, and whose work they carry out through that portrayal.
Marina has to become a leader
Marina’s music school has a problem with its premises. The owner proposes new rental terms. The payment will rise, and one classroom will no longer be available in the evening—precisely when many students attend.
Marina used to spend most of her day teaching. She listened to children play, helped them work through difficult passages, and discussed the program with other teachers. Now she has to work out what the school can afford, how the timetable will change, and under what conditions it can keep operating.
The school has no separate administrator to take all this on.
Marina gathers information about expenses and lessons, studies the proposed terms, and seeks advice where she lacks knowledge. She prepares to meet the owner. At the negotiating table she acts as the school’s leader: asks questions, discusses options, and explains what the school can accept and what would make teaching impossible.
Her work at that moment looks little like a music lesson. In front of her are a contract, calculations, and a timetable. She is expected to give a definite answer, assess consequences, and take responsibility for a decision.
Yet it is her participation in music that brought her to this role.
She is a leader because she is a musician.
The school’s musical life now needs someone to represent it in dealings with the property owner. Marina takes that work upon herself. Through her actions as a leader, music gains the possibility of continuing.
Belonging shapes how the role is performed
Marina’s connection to music shows up in particular decisions.
She is offered cheaper premises with room for the instruments, but neighboring lessons would drown one another out. On paper, costs fall. Marina imagines an ordinary school evening: one child learning to hear a melody’s quiet ending while another practices a loud passage next door. She understands what this option means for teaching and keeps looking for conditions in which the lessons can actually work.
Another option preserves good classrooms but gives the school only daytime hours. Marina checks which students could really attend then. She needs to discuss the terms in light of the lives of the people studying at her school.
Her musical belonging enters the leader’s work this way. It shapes what she notices in an offer, which questions she asks, which consequences she considers, and what she seeks to achieve.
She also has to learn the role itself: to read financial calculations, conduct a business conversation, and state terms clearly. Music finds representation through this thoroughly practical work.
Someone can love music and find negotiations difficult. They can understand teaching without yet knowing how to lead. Marina invests attention and effort in making her participation in music effective here too—in an unfamiliar way of presenting herself to others.
“That’s what keeps me going”
At the meeting, Marina sometimes finds it hard to insist. She wants to finish the conversation and return to her students. She worries about being difficult, struggles to find the words, and grows tired of discussing figures.
But particular lessons stand behind those figures for her. There is a student who has only just begun to play confidently. A teacher who has brought together a small ensemble. Children who need to come after their regular school day. All of this is part of the musical life she participates in.
Awareness of that connection helps Marina gather herself. She returns to an unclear condition, asks for clarification, holds a pause, and continues the discussion. Her performance of the role gains an inner foundation.
This is one way to understand “that’s what keeps me going.” Belonging to something larger helps a person sustain the necessary behavior even when it is unfamiliar.
That support is tied to the substance of the work. Marina remembers what must find expression through her decisions. This makes it easier to distinguish where she must insist on a condition and where she can accept a different option that also allows the school to function.
The role can be entirely real
The intelligence officer’s role conceals his true allegiance. Marina’s story is open: everyone knows she is a musician who runs a school.
Nor is she only pretending to lead. She really has to make decisions and answer for them. Saying you are willing to “play this role” can mean a willingness to learn and sustain a particular way of acting.
The stories meet in the connection between role and whole. In one, a person adopts an outwardly opposite affiliation. In the other, she moves beyond familiar professional work. In both, participation in something larger is realized through the role performed.
Neptune in Leo therefore does not require secrecy. The intelligence officer makes the divergence striking. Marina shows how ordinary this work can be.
A musician may represent the school at a business meeting. Elsewhere, she may have to explain publicly why the city needs a children’s orchestra, or speak with someone willing to support the lessons. The manner of appearing before others changes with circumstances. Through it, musical life finds concrete representation.
Where Neptune’s work comes in
Accepting a role still leaves open the question of what is brought about through it. Someone can behave confidently, command business language, and exercise authority. What matters here is the whole they help embody through that work.
Marina sustains the connection between the school’s musical life and her own conduct as a leader. She translates its needs into specific negotiating terms, learns the necessary ways of acting, returns to the purpose of her decisions, and relates her performance of the role to it.
Neptune is active here. Music is present through Marina’s efforts to make her leadership express a particular musical undertaking.
This connection also explains why someone may move far beyond their familiar self-image. “I’m a musician” can mean being ready to spend the whole day at an instrument. Under certain circumstances, it can mean being ready to spend the day on calculations and negotiations, because that is how participation in music is needed now.
Aries and Leo: taking the first step and sustaining a role
In the article on Neptune in Aries, Marina starts a school with her own approach to teaching. The first enrollment and first lessons become a new act of hers in the life of music.
In Leo, we consider how she expresses herself as the leader of a school already operating. She needs to sustain a position, hold conversations, make decisions, and embody her musical belonging through them.
In Aries, attention goes to the first act:
“As part of what whole am I taking this step?”
In Leo, it goes to the role being performed:
“What whole do I embody through the role I occupy here?”
Marina leads the school because she participates in the life of music. Her work as its leader makes that participation real.